Tongue tied

until i figured out why i'm so tongue tied i guess all these attempts are futile..

this is strangely unusual.....i have 6-7 conversations a day, with old friends, strangers, instant dates....i can go on for hours on ends about passions, relationships, social observations....

having long correspondences with ppl twice my age...(heee...thats only about 40).......

maybe its impossible to talk to someone who doesn't want your validation......perhaps there has to be attraction first.........

cos its just so pathetic, with the bad vibe bad framing......theres this psychological barrier that causes my tied tongue.....


i guess tmr, back to the drawing boards.....back to practise...a long and painful battle..........

somehow i think its all about framing, and self-confidence....i already deemed myself a loser in her eyes....thats prolly why..