The Interview

it was a great experience....great learning...

cognitive dissonance speaking "it was a good thing i didn't get the job, if not i would have assumed that i was delivering a flawless speech"

and i suspect evan was right about me.....i qualify myself way way way too much....

that seems way too desperate....should have disqualified...

to all the haters out there....you're right about me this time..

and prolly all she needed was a great emotion and confidence...

i didn't deserve it....


i hate to admit, but the reason i even felt sad was because of the blow to my ego.....ideally, nobody's opinion should have any value on how you see yourself....but its hard to acquire, unreactivity only comes with enough honing...

Sorry guys......i hate to be the deliverer of bad news all the time....i promise i promise i promise something good and juicy on the next entry!