Sometimes the hardest thing & right thing are the same

and that is to love with the whole of your heart.

BE BRAVE

S.E.X.

a bulk of unrequited feelings plagues me today...

you don't know how hard it is for me....to try and explain the world to a goldfish swimming in a fish bowl..

All i ever wanted was to give you the world...and you think i'm trying to rob it away from you...

you slam me for being a criminal after all i've done...and i'm really sad that despite all i've tried to do you think all thats on my mind is....yah..lol..."rough sex"....how ridiculous your wild imagination can get...

when i touch you, you think its because i'm horny. when i admire you, you think i'm horny. when we kiss, you think i'm horny. pretty soon, i don't really want to come near you... Its called, yep......you got it.... negative reinforcement

you just don't bother to listen...everything i say is turned to poison in your mind...

i've got so much to say to you, but my blog seems the better friend.

if i tell you how i feel...you'll say "even words need space.."

We're after the same thing and you just don't get it...the thing you want, love, if its what you like to call it... you're pushing away further.....i can't teach you how to love! you just have to give it all...whats the point of fear after all? fear is the reason why you'll regret never seeing the happy ending.. unless you take my hand and i'll bring you there.

Sarah White_Naked Therapist

U2 - Sweetest Thing

The Perfect Experience

As time passes.... I no longer love in fear. No insecurities to hold me back..

All i think about in my mind is how you look when you laugh... And i'm sure that when i look back in the years to come, i'll remember that our love was real for the moment.

Wake up to reality.

Theres a right time and place for everything...

sometimes words that weigh too much are a burden and should never be spoken of...... we don't want to be a burden to others, what we all want is to be free.

so, save myself a little emotional pain, respect and pride by being less needy and everything else will be perfect.

I don't wanna be the asthma that suffocates you but the CPR that breathes life into you.

Until now she has been really patient and tolerant of me... i don't ever wanna let her down again.

In relationships, its hard to expect people to change for you...and "they" would say never to expect too much from your partner... However, i've seen people change...and unfortunately too, i change like the wind... "the way to really strengthen as a person is to develop different aspects of your character, and it does feel strange, but the longer you do it...the more it becomes a part of you." :D

Well, by next week... we'll be in a whole different game. Stay tuned!

i don't blog much these days, don't tweet, don't tumblr... Many things in life are parsimonious. And lets just stop making things more complicated than it actually is... :D

In addition to "Free Love", something that i believe in...

heres another that would reinforce my faith in life...

Love UNCONDITIONALLY.