Zach and The Great April Fool Challenge

I'll be in and out of here at the speed of light...

I felt like i've been too soft on myself for the past 2 days.....well almost for the past 3-4 weeks...yeah sure..there are certain times where it is turned on, but they were reactive, which is good, but also means that i haven't been putting in much effort recently, though surprisingly, luck seems to be on my side....

will prolly turn out smoothly even if i let time take control....

blah blah blah......my ego needs some re-stroking...i need to feel in control once more...

i'm so excited...i'm going to hold such common tests for myself once every two weeks...until i get the hang of it to make it more often...this will thrust me forward, as i have nothing to work on right now....

gtg now....the world is waiting, and the world is not enough.

Walls

a constant game of discovering your own weaknesses...and obstacles that you may run into, creating solutions to overcome it....or points that you already know, but don't know how to go about applying it...

i only have myself to revel in this joy...

it is true that...even if i could tell somebody...no one could understand the joy that i'm going thru....

its like trying to explain to others that you had the confidence to jump off an airplane and the satisfaction that you got from doing something that others could barely imagine...

Fool's Mate

Oh well....here goes nothing!......don't know wtf i'm doing either...whahahahaha

Placebo live in Singapore - Brian talking

PLACEBO 'Bright Lights'

pity...nobody knows better these days.

Placebo - Special Needs, live at Rock Am Ring 06-04-06

THURSDAY! PLACEBO!

LIMIT BREAK, POINT BREAK

To live life truly liberated, just can't have any limitations, boundaries in the way....And i mention this again, we are bounded not just by laws, we are repressed by our greatest enemy....

Insecurity.

There are always new levels to this mental masturbatory game i play with myself...I've made more progress, mistakes, failures in the past 8 months and its all ok....its all constructive....
But sometimes, there are times where you cave in and feel weak, helpless and vulnerable...(and sadly, most ppl leave you when they see you in your most pathetic state....when that glass wall is broken...) it shows that you arent strong enough to keep it up, to hold on to that smile.



I dont even think its that hard....now that i reflect upon this issue....its easily replicated...
Breaking away from the frame that was set by your past.

"You've become a different person overnight"


OK......you got to believe me that this can be done otherwise i wouldn't be wasting my time here..

For e.g but not limited to....your boss or friends or family and everyone around you thinks of you as a loser....
How do you,
A. Make them see you in a different light....
B. More importantly, see yourself in a different light...

i don't really want to go on anymore, but i think this would benefit anybody that reads this....
so i'll just summarise and you can imagine...


Step out of your comfort zone and challenge yourself...with each challenge that you overcome, you become more confident...the challenges comes in all forms shapes and sizes... For me, its SOC, scaling physical obstacles, doing approaches, breaking rapport, building rapport, kinesthesia, buying temperature, glaring contest......

"The meaning of the term "buying temperature" is a sales term that is used to describe any sales technique or sales skill that allows the sales person to determine how hot or cold the customer is to making a buying decision. Often during the sales process buying signals can be over looked by the sales person and the opportunity to close the sale will be passed by. When techniques are employed, through the use of asking the prospect the right questions, listening closely to the response, and also being alert to the prospects body language and other reactions, the sales person will be able to zero in on buying signals that are being expressed. These signs and signals, be they positive or negative -- hot or cold -- will help to demonstrate to the sales person how far along or far away the prospect is to making a decision, hence the term "buying temperature". The definition of "buying temperature" was once thought to have originated from the idea that when a prospect gets excited about the product or service being sold, his body temperature goes up" - sales.about.com


momentum and consistency...you always have to keep the challenges coming...every moment...i don't remember the last time i took a rest or break from all this...it does feel like its moving too fast for comfort....and there are times where i just tell myself, that i'm gonna sit back...but once the habit of dealing with the challenges is ingrained in you...the next moment, even if you hate to....the next opportunity or challenge that arises, you can't help it but step forward and up for it..is hard for a quiet person to speak up, similarly, its hard for a loud person to tone down..


Congruency and framing. ppl that you know, old friends, bosses, family....are going to shit-test you for congruency, lay their iron chains on you.....in other words, the mind games and the one that gives in emotionally loses..(sorry, i no longer know how to explain this in simpler terms)
all the frame-control plays out, whether you're the dominant or the submissive....
Think "supernanny", the little kids are the ones in control, and their parents are at their mercy..

i guess i caught up on this quickly....because i was shouting, arguing, rebelling, attention-seeking constantly...my kindergarden teachers through out sch.....i don't give a fuck what my parents whatever...

In Singapore, its often that you see groups where all of them are submissives....like a group of nerds....Don't mean to be mean, but they are like the untouchables...it sucks to hang out with them...i'm nice to them, but its just hard to be interested................................................................


Its not too late to start now...any thing you want to do...
Our fears and insecurities and cultural upbringing and passe genetic coding no longer puts us at a competitive edge as a citizen of the world today. How would your existence perform in this global habitat, "As of 13 March 2010, the Earth's human population is estimated by the United States Census Bureau to be 6,808,100,000."(6.8 billion)

Hey Man, Nice Shot //. Filter

Everyone member in this band works out in the gym....S.E.X.Y

Sometimes, we just gotta reassure ourselves that we are still alive.......

Life is short, moments like this come by only when you make it happen. Break loose and let yourself be immersed in the groove.

Tonight is a good night, and it marks a great beggining in all our lives.

Thanks to all who stood by(you know who you are).... and made things happen

Never be in doubt and hold faith in the versatility of the human spirit.

WORLD PEACE

What would life be without the word FUCK?

Even the prettiest girl right now cannot save me from a world of despair....

I'm just sick and tired....

*INHALE* 5...4...3...2...1...*EXHALE*


.....state management....deal with pressure....keep moving....do not stall....

too bad i can't stop, life's a marathon