Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Compliance

Compliance is a fucking strange business... Compliance across cultural boundaries.... i don't know what you detractors know or think you know... Many ppl put themselves in cages, not knowing the true possibilities of humanity... Been watching these guys for three seasons... you see and understand things clearly.. While Cialdini writes a book.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

As i grow increasingly tired..

I think i've been in a bit of a slight denial, despite my avid acknowledgement that i've been degenerating perhaps for the past 2 months at least... Strange to be experiencing a trough in my life right now despite having gotten most of what i want.. a decrease in my confidence and thus overall life satisfaction and vice versa...

Its been reeking in my mind for the past few weeks and i thought to get it out at least at this unsuitable hour when i've got to wake up early tomorrow morning for a trip to johor bahru.

I haven't rambled like this for a while, so spare me the judgement and criticism (not for my sake, but for you guys out there comfortably tucked away in shallow cages to get a glimpse of falling short of being able to rely on your confidence AKA briefly-validated-for-the-time-being-ego)

I need to get out there and pull off some crazy stunts to feel my sense of existence again......................ahhhh... there is only so much words to describe this current state of being... *signing out*

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

A moment of emotional degradation inspired this post.

Fuck.... Sigh... Aiyo...

How can i be so stupid! I need to whine..... Committed a stupid blunder during BOSS bidding and now i'm suffering this after-crisis trauma!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK..

Just realised i have everything else in life that i'm not worrying about except to brood over this shit...

well, in the first place, its not even a big deal... things, come and go... people, come and go... "In the long run, we're all dead."......YET....

Life's too short to be obsessed with a few small eCredits!

Sorry dear, if you're reading this... i really need a shoulder to lean on, and a pat on the head... to tell me everything is gonna be fine...

And this happens because i was cooped up in my room today the whole day and too lazy to get myself together.

SLEEP!


Saturday, July 9, 2011