Love or hate me....

apparently i still feel i can't express myself well enough in this world....the difference between insecurity and everything else is such a big blur...

i still can't get my head around sincerity....

facing dark times right now....hope you guys have your lives figured out...haha...again wrong statement...i don't think anybody is happy....

this just reminded me of a statement by Ari Gold.....

Ari: "Nobody’s happy in this town except for the losers. Look at me, I’m miserable, that’s why I’m rich."


i know its a little late recommending you guys to watch entourage....its great series that includes trade secrets in the entertainment businesses..and how its ran and managed...

its a great series....cos the plot and conflict is always simple...no weird conspiracies or twist endings.....at the end of each episode you're either left feeling really happy about the characters or sink into depravity because.......it puts the human aspect of celebrities in light..

before i end this, Ari Gold is the one of those characters that you absolutely can't help but pity....
he is the main guy that deserves all the credit for all he has done......as he is constantly seeking new opportunities and making ends meet...but is always deserted by others, and being blamed when things go awry.....the only guy in the whole show that is willing to sacrifice everything including his marriage and family just to suceed in his career... and being held slave by his job....almost like a love-hate relationship...

he also has the best lines in the show....and the loudest personality....the producers put a lot of thought into his character, making look as if he is constantly in putting up a front.....he runs his life like a battle......conference room is war room....employees to lieutenants.....

if you constantly enjoy pitying characters like these, chuck bass in gossip girl or cry for Imhotep in the Mummy, daniel in freaks and geeks.........its deep deep deep pleasure for all you self-mutilating pervs..