FRUGALITY

I am selfish, and i'm looking at some of my choices and getting myself really pissed with the things i can't seem to have, with the population explosion, competition, life is futile.

I've been wanting to lay my hands on an ipod ever since i saw it as an recurring accessory of Seth Cohen in the OC...the lifestyle which it conveys...the types of music that i would upload into it......instead of the junk, the disdain i get when i scroll through the things; ppl pollute their stuff.

No understanding...i'm just very unhappy....no one will ever perceive nirvana, smashing pumpkins or any other alternative culture, films as i would have.

You ppl are obsessed with the superficiality of it all.............and it is even harder for me to live a life trying to devoid myself of the posers of the world...think of the bitterness that Tyler Durden has in Fight Club....

Or even Whatever Works..

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Then again, i never really hate a lot of ppl that i meet...even if they are not as emotionally, socially intelligent....why is it humans are empathetic?

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just feeling hopeless from some of the issues that i face..... i'm lazy to type it here...too bad you guys don't get to judge me or give me the finger