Quickie

Ok i'll catch up to speed.....

This week, and as long as i have to do thi......its time i banned myself from intellectual conversation and debate....there is no point trying to prove a point or impress anyone..or getting my ego validated in anyway.....

for the past few years...i always thought being the wise guy or know it all was the way to go...but i realised its time i set that apart and strike for some balance....tone it down a lot.........LOTS LOTS LOTS.....i don't want to always having to rely on my philosophical bullshit about society or ppl to start a conversation.....i do realise that....many close friends and ppl that i already know find it amusing when i enrich their minds.....

but hey it gets in the way esp when meeting someone new....there is not much emotional value...unless i'm using it to critique or question or break rapport with somebody....in which case is totally insecure...................BLAh blah blAHA......


Social vibing is the way to go.....and just about changing everything into that situation.....

this is prob the most apparent reason why my sets go well..and i've more or less good for the first 10 seconds.....

Hey!(high energy, smile, devil-may-care-attitude-about-what-you-think)


now at least i've gotten my answer.....well for awhile i could not put to logic what i was doing.....perhaps..logic was in the way...