Chick flicks..

First it was Devil's Wear Prada......I just finished watching Confessions of a Shopaholic...lol....and seriously i hate to say this...in fact i would be humiliated if people knew about this..

It manages to raise that emotional rush all the way up and then pushes you off the edge of the cliff..yeah...corny but true, like a rollercoaster...perhaps i'll watch it again, to see how well planted and calculated the scenes are placed.....nlp?golden ratio?...

Personally...i managed to cease any form of shopping for the past 3 months....i used to be spending at least a hundred dollars a month on clothes...of my 700 dollars...and i know this is so little compared to some of you 'shopaholics' out there....but i know i have that 'shopaholic' tendencies...

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Uugh.....i just had a really light lunch at the dining table with my parents...i feel really empty inside....and i didn't have much of an appetite...

Game is both the cause and the only way to alleviate this emotional crunch....

The themes in 'The Alchemist' is so right....once you start to obsess yourself over your dreams...you can never get out...(a bad way to put it)

And then all these ppl on the other side, who've already gone thru it... are trying to tell you not to dig any deeper....as if ignorance is bliss..i've had a tase and already way deep inside this rabbit hole..... i know that backing out is just a matter of choice, a little willpower, and a bit of convincing....but right now i like to chase that fantasy....makes my blood boil....

Are you saying Game is unimportant except for getting girls?....Well its true....we can manage our social lives any way we want and get results....i think what some of them are trying to say is that....well, you don't need to be this extremely effective in managing your social life...you only need to be quite effective...

You don't need to become a millionaire, all you need is a secure job for the rest of your life.....live a simple life and die...

I only choose to be an ambitious geek not because i'm arrogant or that i view the rest of the world as zombies....but because when i talk to all of you.....you have that flame which cannot be extinguished....i see lonliness, unjustification, unsatisfaction...but some choose to turn a blind eye...

And evolution is to be blamed......Old men in their 40s,50s and 60s continue to date young woman... Speaking to my parents......either i spot all their contradictions about their insecurites and keep silent....or i get them into a heated argument about their denial.....(hahaha.....having a son that reads so much drives them crazy)

My parents are constantly listening to economists on the radio....reading the numbers, stocks on teletext.....on the computer, planning whatever on excel....and they buy small non-risky investments...... They go around singapore touring condominium and such....so that they know about the property to invest in..but they don't invest.....

And me....i'm complaining while i can be out practising....