Mental Blank

i have nothing much to say other than this everlasting urge to write to keep this blog alive.

Perhaps within the past two weeks i've already rose to my highest peak, never before proven possible(besides claims and stories of others across the internet/books.....or have concrete evidence of seeing it happen until i accomplished it and found the answers for myself...

a feat like travelling alone to macau just pales in contrast to this....which is not as scary as ppl think..

when you think it is about proving to the world that they're wrong, its not that important really...validating your ego... as compared to realising that all that faith and hardwork of battles between you and your mind and emotions had paid off, and it wasn't to waste.
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people come and go....and having strong beliefs in self-liberation and "free love"....i have contradicted myself all this while by offering ppl merely a glimpse of me, yet remaining sedate and letting them walk away...

Now, surely i can't have all of them...but its time i woke up from this stupor and GRAB

only the wimps never push it beyond the limits..no point casting it wide if i don't plunge deep.

all you lucky viewers, be prepared for something exciting...