Do not mistake this as an indicator of the current state of being that i'm in.... with regards to the highlights of the past week, weeks, month, months, year...i should indeed be one of the happier ones out there....but such is the frailty of humanity...
just like you, i am pessimistic most of the time, only that living an optimistic lifestyle and projecting an optimistic aura purely for productivity..
not that i'm not content, but this journey will be a long one..
i'm right up there....but up here, is plagued with lots of emotional struggle....painful ego...
down there, the illusion of comfort, where my fragile ego, like a shiny glass ball tucked safetly on a fluffy pillow...
which side should i resign to?....both.
ppl out there who want to live life according to the blueprints laid out by conventional ideals...
i hate to decide, or have to decide....i used to be a really fickle-minded person....
but really, everything have changed since.....still, i no longer decide...i let situation and circumstance determine my actions...i live truly...in the moment..and JUST DO IT.
Monday, May 17, 2010
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