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They call it, "the 20 min set to nowhere"....

i just need to whine a bit here...someone did sparked this...but i gotta be the greater person out there and just let it slide..

some ppl can be so full of themselves...

maybe my ego was scratched a little bit.....maybe i'm feeling a bit bitter....that i hate myself for trying to be so overly-nice and dragging this for way too long...*take a deep breath*

forgive & forget....


However, i do have 3 notable mentions this week..(but sorry, would love to shout out your names, but i guess discretion should be practised..since it is personal for me as it is for you..i'm sure you know who you are..)

Thank you 'A' for being merciful, taught me so much about myself in a day....and if i could choose, i would choose to be with you anyday, you're the very very first person that have allowed me to open up so much, might have been because i was a little under the influence of alcohol but still...was very nurturing, not minding and allowing me to display all my vulnerabilities......now, i'm no longer afraid....you also got me to realised what i could obtain. You got a BIG HEART.

Thank you 'B' for broadening my horizons....for holding my hand while i stepped out of my comfort zone...i never expected myself to get into this...for the first time in my life, i actually had someone to lean on...really enjoyed this exciting yet fearful experience....now i love it....i never ever felt this close to becoming a convert....but this may undoubtedly become my new 'religion'....BIG HERO

Thank you 'C'..............for validating me.....we shared great times...and for awhile, my stupidity did ruin things...we may not have been passed that yet.....but one day we will...

at last...a good sleep