i live my life today thinking that any outcome is entirely dependent on my personal choices...
but challenging societal limitations is one thing, putting your life in the hands of another when you have absolutely no choice is another....
moments before i realised how disappointing i was, how i did not DARE to even take a step forward... when everything else up to that point had turned out EXACTLY the way i had always hoped moments before i fall asleep or on the way to school......at least for the entire duration of the exam period, and maybe sometime before...
SERENDIPITY
i am possibly one of the minority that never expect for things to fall into place nicely...simply because most of the time it doesn't...and you risk disappointment and sleepless nights just hoping and waiting instead of acting on it...
but when it DOES happen..."is this for REAL??"....you doubt that it could ever happen to you...and here comes a cycle of self-defeating mentality to stop success from ever happening...
STILL, everything is within your control...psychological battles can be conquered...
Logistics?......sigh....not so much...logistics in the world of pick-up is the fog-of-war in battles... this must be the worst logistical outcome EVER..
she makes everything sound so easy...like nothing bad could possibly happen....but listening to the stories from my friend about everything that could go wrong...
this could only serve as a reminder to everyone in future, always take your chances and face failure than to give up..
all the best.... :(
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