The dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest...

I don't know if it ever happened to you guys before...but it happened to me today, and guess what...i'll boast to all of you about it....

In the book the alchemist, something about telling others your treasure, but even then, nobody will believe you..

i lost a friend today because he thinks i'm a lying manipulative bastard...honestly, i don't know if i did do anything like that...but well i've been minding my own business.......and i don't go out of my way to impress any single person...look at my facebook account, and this blog, its pathetic in contrast to the 'lives' that others out there are living.....and if theres any experience that i'm lucky enough to have gone thru and shared with you guys......is TRUE..

i do feel PROUD....sometimes extremely proud of myself of somethings that i've acheive over my lifetime...and that includes my taste in music and film even though i'm not equipped with the proper vocabulary to express it other than it being 'ORGASMIC'....its like the dota player thats like to say 'Godlike' or 'Holyshit'(the sounds actually was copied over from Quake 3, cos i spent a huge time playing it online.. in fact i'm so proud of my knowledge of trivial facts cos i derive sick pleasure from plagiarising from the internet.......and i'm sure everyone does feel proud of themselves in someway or the other.........

and at the same time, there are things that i'm not proud about...like being late and lazy...
and at the same time i feel like my life could be better improved...if only i had this or that, did this or that....

and everybody feels the same way, live the same lives...

and if i did offend anybody, i'm sorry......hey look, i didn't go out of my way to put you down ok.....



and to those that i haven't been replying your messages or returning your calls.....i'm sorry. I am not allowed to bring my phone with me during work, they have security that search my pocket for things like these.....and most of the time, i'm too tired and lazy cos i end really late...like 4am and reach home about 5 the latest...(look at the time of this post).....and i don't feel like i need to compensate by giving you a half-hearted reply...
--------- oh yeah and that means waking you up from your slumber when you receive my reply