As i grow increasingly tired..

I think i've been in a bit of a slight denial, despite my avid acknowledgement that i've been degenerating perhaps for the past 2 months at least... Strange to be experiencing a trough in my life right now despite having gotten most of what i want.. a decrease in my confidence and thus overall life satisfaction and vice versa...

Its been reeking in my mind for the past few weeks and i thought to get it out at least at this unsuitable hour when i've got to wake up early tomorrow morning for a trip to johor bahru.

I haven't rambled like this for a while, so spare me the judgement and criticism (not for my sake, but for you guys out there comfortably tucked away in shallow cages to get a glimpse of falling short of being able to rely on your confidence AKA briefly-validated-for-the-time-being-ego)

I need to get out there and pull off some crazy stunts to feel my sense of existence again......................ahhhh... there is only so much words to describe this current state of being... *signing out*